Mmm begin to get the kick of blogging...anyway haven been in the best of moods these few days but nevertheless i at lease tried to smile or be myself? Hai ya !!!!!!
Its has been a mix of feeling for me during the past few days. A mixture of confusion/lost/undeceives ..Yeah yeha is not feeling I should say thoughts instead.....
did some soul searching on myself having gotten back my eoy....I realise I have revert to the old me when I was in sec 1 .confident I am but overly confident liao ..It’s to the extend that I don't give a dam about those teachers lesson. nahz its no differences those teachers teach those thingy directly from the txbk or teaches stuff which I have long learn b4 liao .So wads the point in listening ... my attitude - practically I don't respect any teachers at all maybe Mr. koh mdm lim and panda la cuz his not bad .Its exactly the way I behave, the way I present myself in front of ppl when I was in sec 1. YEs - I am Determine to change...slowly perhaps....
i know i can do perform but first i have to channel my energy to my studies for goodness snake and here is another uprising problem. Susposingly that’s this two gal call Y and z and another guy call X. okay x and y use to be very close. Then for some reason they fell apart. So x met this Z and hope smting would spark off. AS the sparks were abt to set a fire ....x somehow had a chat with y and realise its how much y mean to X.howeva X know that he doesn't deserve such a gal. So tats like y on one side and Z on the other somehow or another suddenly felt the need to study as another impt exam is coming. So now x is stuck between love and studies. X knows that if he commit to either one, he will forsake the other. So which should he choose?
*tis is just an assumption plz don't think so far
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I'mma Touch the Sky!
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Its seems like a blog onli whenever smting goes wrong/not smoothly/aiya jiu shi bu Ru yi la. Anyway I got back my result today . Every papers seem like a knife sia ..stabbing inner in to my heart whenever I take back those freaky papers.....Alright I am truly frustrated with myself man ...its like I keep telling myself that I really need to start studying for my final year but something up there just won't cooperate. Just like on last Sunday, I came home to study while my family is like shopping?.. I tell myself I will study from 2 -7 end up me studied till 3 then went to play soccer..CRAP right ....hey brainy could u like reflect on urself as I type this letter ? Sorry for my crap just to piss off with myself...
Had a chat wif her just now and it sort of like enlighten me. She’s right y cry over spilled milk, let the past be lesson learn and look forward . Tats no use getting so piss of with my own self as not only does it not make sense and its not gonna return my marks back to me ...so wad if I avg of abt 60 plus tis time will this count into my o-lvl i seriously don't tink so .Okay I might not be that clever as in like some others that can simply pass wif flying colors even without studying much buts tat not the point . Since I am perhaps less gifted I ought to compensate for the lack of genius in some other ways ..Maybe by the simplest yet the most effective way which is be down to earth and just study hard…Brainy please register tis into the brain board chart and place it there yea right on the top …
iJust realise smting in you which I failed to realise it last time u are indeed more mature than I am . ALright i have to admit , breaking with u is a mistake . no no the whole thing is a mistake i perhaps could be like more caring towards u . nahz i not asking u to give me another chance as i jolly well know that i don't deserve it . U seems like a big sister to me even though u r likes 14 while I am 15 ...shit I feel quite ashamed ha-ha....
I'mma Touch the Sky!
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